Summer
I hate my writing. I want to delete all of these posts on this page. I wanted to change the theme too, but I couldn't be bothered to find something better. Something minimalistic - that is what I am in the mood for.
I have been playing a lot of Starcraft lately. Too much. But usually I am able to say to myself, "Enough! There are more interesting, significant, self-benefiting activities out there to do!" But at this moment, I often feel that it's easier to face a lost game than a lost opportunity.
This month was really warm, especially two weeks ago. I moved my desktop into the living room, and set my computer up on the table. I think I am in everybody's way.
In the future, I'll probably look back on this post, as I have on many other occasions, with disgust.
iPod Post
There's so much to do before the end of break. There's even more to do before college ends. It's cliche to say, but time has gone by so immensely fast that I hardly can keep track of everything that has happened.
I wonder how much I have changed as a person. Would tue person I was four years ago be impressed with who I am today? Have my values and ideals changed significantly? I feel as though the transformations that have occured have been the least tangible. Maybe a different flavor of maturity and experience, something that is so difficult to pinpoint.
I think I've come to accept a certain lack of uncertainty in my life. Maybe I have gained a level of perspective that failure is always around the corner, and that it's how I deal with the thousand misfortunes that matters.